My lots of transformations in campus

 

From the village to the city. As it's always known that when one changes their location the lifes are affected in one way or the other.My story isn't that much interesting or catchy but knowing nothing and having not stayed in towns and especially the city ,life was not easy .Just imagine buying everything you need for usage don't mention food,water,house even the toilet huh! "Sijazoea" that's all I used to tell myself. I was like let me use this chance and eat well dress well .I could go to a hotel and eat expensively Going for shopping in supermarket. Don't mention "biriani " this was me meal every friday until now I was in second semester.

Coming from a humble background I didn't wanted to stress my parents so I made sure that I learned how to budget.This is the time I could budget for the money well because I had to buy everything I was consuming not like in the village where I could go and pluck vegetables in farm ,fetch water no.

As a village girl I found this life unbearable but I had no option but to adhere into it. because that's how it should be. From the people I knew to the ones I didn't know totally .I had to find friends because I needed companion and in choosing friends I had to consider one thing ,those who love in town at least they show me how this life is all about. Thanks God I met a Friend ,a male one in that case and I was so happy not knowing his intentions.

Life became easy for me and I could survive but I can say that our spirits didn't accept each other since we were always quarreling every now and then of petty things. During class time I could just watch at how my fellow journalist behaved and I could say that I felt myself very much different from them.Some wearing funny clothes very short  and tight trousers and I was like Timnah is this how I should wear or should they wear like me.

My life was transformed mentally physically and spiritually too. Finding and meeting three different kinds of girls who became close to me till now was the most interesting part of it .We were of the same age , height except one and many things in common.I started familiarizing with the coast life, going to beach , TikTok after class and dancing and I was so comfortable.But now there's something that I couldn't do but my colleagues were doing and I tried my best to do what they did but I couldn't. Cheating in exam ,this one I found it very hard not because I was studying hard but I couldn't do it all.

I could just watch at them when copying during the exams or CATs and I was like I'm scared. I was reading studying hard and performing well until one moment when I found myself not in the mood at all.I can remember well it was a second last semester and I was supposed to go for attachment. I felt so lazy that I wasn't reading as I used to ,no writing notes and I was just there .I met this guy that falled in love with. He spoiled me ,he loved me and I could feel myself not not excited to go home as I used to to a point that my parents called to ask whether I still want to go home.

I really love singing and especially gospel songs and I love God so much .Now it happened that I joined this church it's a Redeemed church and I opted to join the praise and worship team.The excitement was much because of how they conducted themselves,the unity of the youths and the way they welcome the visitors and I made up my mind to stay there .I was motivated spiritually and I can say I grew but now their music was so low I don't know why.

"I can't wear trousers " This is what I was saying all the time I could see a lady in trouser until I started putting on them.

From a village girl to a city girl